ciniz

"Ever since you left me I can´t go on.. "

I must move on now, I can´t stand on this spot for the rest of my life. I can´t stay hre, belive everything will be OK..It is just so hopeless. I fell the meptyness coming closer, it will tear me up, just like all of the other times..



I´ve been watching my whole life passing me by..I now I am young still, but all the things that have happend to me makes me cry, all the thoughts I have .. And all the questions, there are no answers..No respons to y thoughts, no one who knows, no one who understands. It might seem like I want to have some sympathy, but I don´t. I just want, to say something. To do something, to help someone, to undertand. That when something drastic happens, it is not your fault.
I am not more then a human, just like you. I need some love, I need a little bit of those things every person need. Love and respect. I don´t seek after sympathy or compassion. I just seek some understanding.. I am a friend.. Will you be mine?


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I feel empty...

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I have this frienbd you see, she means a lot to me. And I really love her! She´s been there for me. And always supported me.
Now, I am the one to support her. And I´ll do my best, I will always do my best. Because I know what it´s like to have a friend when you need it. And that´s why I am suppose to be the same for her in this situation.
 I love her, and now I want to have justice. This is not a fare situation, I just now, that she is doing all she can. That this is going to be good. And we all now. When you love someone, you do everything you can for the person to live a life of wellness, but not to much of it of course. We all now, that there is some people who can´t understand, when you´re trying to make something better, for her/his own good. But why can´t theese people at least TRY to understand. And just take a moment of listening??






Kaj, I love you, And I´ll be here for you no matter what! <3<3




// Ciniz =)